Mandy used to be that girl,

the one that never said a word

But she only sang S Club 7

and all those boy bands

Now it's been a few years

and looks like things have changed

["Mandy" - Jonas Brothers]

YOUR EYES DO NOT DECEIVE YOU. I DID POST JONAS BROTHERS LYRICS, DESPITE MY PREVIOUSLY STATING THAT I COULDN'T STAND THEM. This is the only song by them that I like, but it's only because it has one of my names in it. xD I'm like a kid - anything that has one of my names is automatically cool. Except Kalynn, Kalynn still fails. -stubborn-

Songs with the names Amanda, Mandy, and Rhiannon are strangely common. Go figure.

My mom is watching Toddlers and Tiaras and it makes me want to bang my head on my desk. Seeing those little girls walking around like miniatures Barbies is sickening. It's like when I see chicks my age posting Myspace photos in revealing bikinis and thick eyeliner. They don't get that it doesn't make them look older, it just makes them look like sluts and prosti-tots. Maybe if they took off all that make-up and dressed in something more appropriate, they'd look more mature.

Damn. I sound like such a prude. Maybe I should liven up a bit.

Anywho, I might have maybe sort of kinda possibly cut my bangs...

Yeah. Kind of regretting it now. But at least now Levi shouldn't feel as stupid about getting a haircut. :D? And I figured out how to make those spiky ponytails. Somehow, watching Carrie for like the umpteenth time gave me inspiration.

Carrie was a sad movie. D: But good.

It reminded me of fifth grade, when the guys would dare each other to go ask me out because I was the weird kid. Not just "a" weird kid. THE weird kid. The little geeky girl who would freak out at PE and always make her team lose, the one who read constantly with round Harry Potter-esque glasses, etc. It was humiliating. I think Andrew was the worst; he even went so far as to get the principal to call me to the office on Valentine's Day. Every single kid in fifth grade heard her call me over the intercom. Ugh.

But it's all good. No one remembers. Well, Helen does, probably. I remember that after Katie left, I met her, and as eight year olds will do, we became best friends. She always stood up for me.

Actually, that itself reminds me of something else that happened. One of the guys made me upset to the point that I just started crying during PE, and all of the girls got pissed. It was sort of funny, actually. Like "This is OUR nerd."

It's one in the morning. Of course I'm jumping from topic to topic.

Don't listen to "Jacob's Dream" by Alison Krauss. It's sad. I cried when I first listened to it. But it is a good song. Instead, go listen to "Down by the River to Pray" by her. I may not be religious, but I can't help but sing it when I hear it. I know the lyrics by heart. Oh, and "Ain True Love". Sting from the Police wrote the lyrics, I think, and it was featured in Cold Mountain. I think.

Oh, damn. I want to go watch The Invisible Circus again. (Haven't I said this before?)

I'm going to have to wrap it up here. 'Night. I mean morning.